YOU’RE SORRY I’M UPSET? YOU’RE SORRY I’M UPSET? HERE’S A CRAZY THOUGHT: WHY DON’T YOU TRY BEING SORRY THAT YOU’RE AN INSENSITIVE SHITHEAD WHO DOESN’T THINK BEFORE HE OPENS HIS MOUTH? WHY DON’T YOU TRY BEING SORRY YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE TACTFUL, OR TENDER, EVER? HOW ABOUT YOU JUST APOLOGIZE FOR BEING A COMPLETE DICK 85% OF THE TIME, TO EVERYONE, BECAUSE YOU’RE AN EMOTIONALLY STUNTED MAN-CHILD CAREENING THROUGH LIFE LIKE A PSYCHIC WRECKING BALL, SOMEHOW DELUDED INTO THINKING YOUR BULLSHIT IS ‘CHARMING’ OR ‘FUNNY’? THOSE ARE A FEW THINGS YOU MIGHT WANT TO TRY BEING SORRY ABOUT BEFORE YOU APOLOGIZE FOR MY COMPLETELY JUSTIFIED REACTIONS TO YOUR BEHAVIOR, ASSHOLE.
JUST GO AWAY BEFORE I ‘OVERREACT’ TO WHATEVER GARBAGE IS ABOUT TO COME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH.
YES. Everything about this… Yes.
3 years
People really can change your life.
And three years ago today, I met a man who changed mine :)
It’s so easy to get hung up on negative emotions, so I’m making an effort to focus on the positive.
Example: I made pieces of paper that say “10 Things I Like About Matt” and “10 Things I Like About Adam,” and each day we’ll write down something that we like about each other.
I don’t care if he thinks it’s cheesy — we’re doing it! :)
I can’t tell if I’m emotionally needy or genuinely emotionally unfulfilled
That makes me sad.
It also makes me feel neurotic, which is annoying.
I need to get out of my own head. I’m sitting here, sweating in my stuffy, un-air-conditioned apartment, filling my own head with negativity. Talk about self-destructive. I need to get out of my own head.
So sorry for the emo post… just had to get that out…
Today I discovered a new way to handle stress (and other negative emotions):
Cleaning.
Normally, I absolutely <em>hate</em> cleaning. It’s the last thing I want to be doing. But it turns out that it’s the only positive thing I can focus on when I’d rather be screaming or crying or otherwise being ridiculous and emotional.
While I may not have had the best evening, my kitchen is now much cleaner than it was half an hour ago.
Not gonna lie; I totally want to buy this ;)
Last night was one of those drink-too-much-and-get-mad-at-each-other-for-no-reason kind of nights
Deeeeefinitely not hoping to have another one of those tonight. Those moments where I become an emotional drunk? Definitely not my shining moments ;) On the plus side, I re-ordered the “Femme Fatale” Premium Fan Edition this morning now that I actually have some money. Can’t wait to get it!
